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Monday, December 24, 2012

Baby Steps

The dull ache of failure has subsided. I no longer obsess over the fact that I couldn't save us.

I still look for him in the faces of strangers.

The bed doesn't feel too small anymore. It's still missing his smell, but it finally feels like it's mine.

I still wait for the phone to ring. I still have a panic attack when a whole day passes and he doesn't call.
My mind still goes crazy wondering if he's moved on and that's why he hasn't called.

But the ache is gone. And that's progress.

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