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Wednesday, September 12, 2012

There's this moment when you think you're in a certain stage of the recovery process... and it hits you that you were not, in fact, beyond the first stage: denial. Deep, deep, deceiving denial.




What If You by Joshua Radin

What if you 
Could wish me away 
What if you 
Spoke those words today 

I wonder if you'd miss me 
When I'm gone 
It's come to this, release me 
I'll leave before the dawn 

But for tonight 
I'll stay here with you 
Yes, for tonight 
I'll lay here with you 

But when the sun 
Hits your eyes 
Through your window 
There'll be nothing you can do 

What if you 
Could hear this song 
What if I 
Felt like I belong 

I might not be leaving 
Oh so soon 
Began the night believing 
I loved you in the moonlight 

So, for tonight 
I'll stay here with you 
Yes, for tonight 
I'll lay here with you 

But when the sun 
Hits your eyes 
Through your window 
There'll be nothing you can do 

I could've treated you better 
Better than this 
Well, I'm gone, this song's your letter 
Can't stay in one place 

So, for tonight 
I'll stay here with you 
Yes, for tonight 
I'll lay here with you 

But when the sun 
Hits your eyes 
Through your window 
There'll be nothing you can do

1 comment:

  1. You'll cycle back ... denial is hard ... I thought that magically I could get my life back ... sometimes I still do ... not so much the marriage ... but the rest of it ... *hugs*

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