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Thursday, May 24, 2012

Apartment

My work schedule and Steve's work schedule are complicated, and we only own one working car. As a result, I ended up staying at the apartment today while Steve was at work in order to watch the boys (and so he can watch them when I go to work later today). I'm here in the apartment that has been my home, and it's a mess. But I can't bring myself to clean it or pack up more stuff. Not because I think there's any reversing this decision... just because it's my last day to sit here in my pajamas and do what I always do in the place I always do it. Steve is at work, so there's no fighting, no awkwardness... just my home and an underlying guilt that I'm not cleaning it. Same as always.

Instead of doing what I should be doing here today, I'll be over at yeah write reading 50 amazing blog posts (or as close to that as I can manage in two hours) and voting for five of them. You're welcome to join me, and while you're there cast your votes as well!

Thank you all so much for your support. I got so many loving comments pouring in on that last post that it wasn't even logical to respond to them individually. You are the best friends and virtual-friends in the world. xoxo

2 comments:

  1. Sometimes doing what we want to do vs. what we should do is just what the doctor ordered. Lounge around, my friend.

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  2. I'm so sorry you're going through such a hard time. I wish I could change it for you! I'm here if you need anything or just need to talk (8018318288) I hope this will be a good thing in the long run as hard as it is now. I hope your doing okay. Text me!

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