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Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Ok, I give.

I'm doing it again, aren't I? Life isn't going the way I want it to, so I'm not blogging.

In small doses of irritation, blogging helps a lot! But once you pass the irritation point and end up in full-blown unhappiness territory, there's not a lot you can really share, is there?

The fact is

life is hard.
marriage is hard.
living with other people is hard.
having a big family is hard.
showing people I love how much I love them is really, really hard.
money is evil.
adulthood is awful.

I'm making it, but just barely. I haven't forgotten you... I just don't have the ability to tell you the details of these things right now.


  1. This is the second "i don't have anything to say blog post" that I;ve read that says a lot.

    Hang in there. Life shows you what you need to know.

    and Merry Christmas

  2. I just came across your blog the other day, and I love how honest & raw you are.

    life is hard, I LOVE when it feels easy.

    Please come back before too long;)

  3. I am SO with you on this. I've felt the same way for a couple weeks now. So many moments I try anything to keep my head above water. I make a million different blogs, paint, read, watch lots of TV. Some days, I just end up sleeping. 'Mania' can get overwhelming and darn right exhausting.

    Keep trying, and whatever pace you can muster. We'll always be waiting here for your next post. You're an awesome blogger. ♥

  4. I am so sorry. We are all still here waiting for when your mind explodes with words.
    That is my favourite quote by the way.

  5. All of this is so true. I'm here for you.

  6. Thank you guys so much for the sweet comments. Just a hard month, but December always is, amiright?

    Dad, I'll call you today and we can talk about that. :)

  7. Worried about you. . . I am sorry things are hard. I can not figure out why I wanted to be an adult my entire childhood. I am still not ready for real life. Sending love and prayers your way!

  8. I wish I could tatoo this post to the inside of my palm so everytime I go to bof myself off the forehead for A, B, or C done bad or gone wrong...I'd see it. :)
    Life is a challenge that I don't seem to be beating...but I'll keep trying. :) Thanks for the reminder. :)


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