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Thursday, March 17, 2011

Easing off the crutches

I usually take Ambien to get to sleep at night, but I've been trying to only take it when I really need it because a) I don't like depending on things, and b) I read a journal entry I wrote while on Ambien... (it was very insightful.)

The point is, I haven't been sleeping well. I toss and turn, lie awake for minutes... hours? I wake up completely and totally exhausted.

(This might be a good time to notice the time stamp on this post.)

My mind is running like mad, and I can't slow it down, so I decided to just get up and let it go for a while. Maybe it will start to miss my bed and get sleepy again?

Tonight, it's my own fault. I went to Jenn's and watched Burlesque right before bed. Talk about a get-your-heart-pumping movie. I guess you could say I've been awake obsessing about getting my body back. (Which is also why this is one of my new favorite blogs.)

Oh, and it's St. Patrick's Day... which, for some reason, is the day when everyone goes around looking for a reason to inflict pain in others. I do hope I can find something green for each person in my family to wear... I am so not sending my kids to school to be pinched.

This just might be the most pointless post I've ever written.
Maybe I'll try to go back to sleep now. ;)

Wish me luck.

1 comment:

  1. Thank you so much for the kind words about my blog! You just made my day!

    Regarding the sleep issue, I thought you might find this interesting http://zenhabits.net/sleep/ it's from one of my new favorite blogs :)

    xoxo
    Jennefer
    Running-and-Other-Things.blogspot.com

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