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Wednesday, August 25, 2010

COLLEGE.

Tomorrow is my first day of college.
Tomorrow morning I wake up, attempt to fit into some clothes, get more ready than I have in months, take Josh to school, and brave the biggest campus I have ever attended.

I am destined to get lost.
I am destined to think I'm not lost and attend the wrong class.
I am destined to show up to my dance class and find out that everyone there is 6 years younger than me, 40 lbs smaller than me, and has been dancing their way through high school for the last four years.
I am destined to fall flat on my face attempting a simple turn.
I am destined to run smack into someone else in a hall somewhere and break my nose... again.
I am destined to wear the wrong thing or say the wrong thing and be The Freak for the remainder of the semester.

All I can say is I'm terrified, and there's not a thing that can be done about it. So... I will go, I will do, and... I will survive.

3 comments:

  1. once you go you're brave attitude will turn into.. ugh... school! ok... so you're not me. you will love it. go get em!!

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  2. oh and we need to hang out. stat. :) i feel like you're too busy for me! i will find time... if you really want to. we'll have a dennys night or something once the kids are already in bed. just an idea. tell me when you want to booch!

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